I always try to think that when destiny closes a door, it always opens a new one, but sometimes I just cant help feeling that destiny is leaving me in a room without any open doors. Im a fool and I get dragged into the same misery as everyone else, no matter how much Im struggling to stay away from it. Its a Sea of Sin (Depeche Mode, sidenote).
I like to have control, to maintain a distance to everything and observe. I dont want to be in the centrum of drama, it makes me feel uncomfortable and misplaced. For some reason I keep ending up there, center of attention, I keep getting pulled into the maelstrom of life and i suffer every second I have to be a part of the diseased human nature. Attraction, intimacy, passion. Love makes you stronger? Pfft. Love is a tool of torture, of humiliation and a way for destiny to remind everyone of their biggest weaknesses; the need of being needed.
If it’s true that we live only for ourselves, then why is the only thing we chase someone else?
I go liquid when you come around
And I know
I go solid but don’t get me wrong
Yes I go
I love to watch you when you mess around
With my mind
I’m pathetic but only this time
Who knows?
And I say…
It’s no more a secret
Go solid, I go liquid
Oh me…
If it’s the love that we live for how come I didn’t know?
Show me an easy way out
Show me an easy way out
Forget the love ‘n’ get back in the line
With yourself
Try to accept the place where you belong
You belong
I love to teach you though you already know
This time
Stay in touch if you’re planning to go
Below
And I say…
It’s no more a secret
Go solid, I go liquid
Oh me…
If it’s the love that we live for how come I didn’t know?
Show me an easy way out
Show me an easy way out
The Rasmus – Liquid